"David encouraged himself in the Lord..."[ISam30:6].
I need to do the same.If only I could claim the promises of God
in order to have my prayers answered! The sorrow and grief are
so terrible at times.
Not much news worth reporting.Just con't prayers and turning to
God.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Memorial Day Weekend
It was a nice quiet weekend.I was by myself[alone again as usual]. I waited for my sons but she did'nt bring them.I prayed more and fervantly. I won't give up.I believe God will answer in His way and time. I just acknowledge to Him that I am so hurt.
1.Taking prayer walks.
2.Studying EMT
3.Spending time with Dad
4.Enjoying much better weather
5.Turning to God evem more for help,comfort and direction.
1.Taking prayer walks.
2.Studying EMT
3.Spending time with Dad
4.Enjoying much better weather
5.Turning to God evem more for help,comfort and direction.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Springtime!
Yes,it really is Spring! No more dread snow,ice and cold for several monthes. True,I should'nt dread it,but it gets so tiring after so long and it's hard to get out.
1.Here at Ft.Snelling PC lab again. My photos are finally up and so it makes my blog more personal.
2.Still studying EMT-B course materials. I need to pass the NREMT exam. Sadly, my problem is simply difficulty in concentrating and the depression/grief from my former family.
3.This past weekend was Army Reserve.It went fine and nice to be welcomed back. There was a suicide prevention dramatized video that was very effective.I thought of Cpt.Lee.
Ch. at Straightgate was great as usual. Pastor Roger Magnuson is such a fine Christian!
4.Yesterday,Stephanie and I took Dad to the Dr. at North Mem.Clinic. Dad has lost wt.and has pain in his body that might be arthritic. I hope and pray he will be better cared for.I enjoy so much to be with him.How I long for my own sons the same way!
Afterwards,we had a nice lunch at The Sunshine Factory in New Hope. Good company with Dad and Steph!
1.Here at Ft.Snelling PC lab again. My photos are finally up and so it makes my blog more personal.
2.Still studying EMT-B course materials. I need to pass the NREMT exam. Sadly, my problem is simply difficulty in concentrating and the depression/grief from my former family.
3.This past weekend was Army Reserve.It went fine and nice to be welcomed back. There was a suicide prevention dramatized video that was very effective.I thought of Cpt.Lee.
Ch. at Straightgate was great as usual. Pastor Roger Magnuson is such a fine Christian!
4.Yesterday,Stephanie and I took Dad to the Dr. at North Mem.Clinic. Dad has lost wt.and has pain in his body that might be arthritic. I hope and pray he will be better cared for.I enjoy so much to be with him.How I long for my own sons the same way!
Afterwards,we had a nice lunch at The Sunshine Factory in New Hope. Good company with Dad and Steph!
Monday, May 4, 2009
May4- a date I have remembered
13 years ago,vows were said on this date in Mpls,Minn. But those vows were broken.She only wanted her way and what she could get for herself.Now,for so many years I have endured hell on earth because of her. So many terrible things w/o number.I have'nt seen my sons in weeks.When I do see them it's only for an hour! I pray and will pray w/o ceasing for God's intervention!
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